Life decisions seems tough enough. At a cross junction, to turn left, right or go straigh? depending on your destination, you make a choice. but what if i dont have one? just that any path and see where it leads me to? im troubled. I wish I could pursue my dreams, to be a vet, a forensic scientist, a marine biologist… without money, determination and grades, where can i go? should i just register for any course that is willing to take me in?

Just registered for Ntu’s biological sciences.. Wondering what wil happen if i dont get into this couse.. I cant pursue any overseas study… Do i really have to venture into business? I dont want to… mama asked me to check smu… noooo I really dont like business….

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!?!

btw, i wanna go to alot of places, travelling… Just with you… although it will be great if i can bring babies along! BUT TOO BAD, they cant come. Actually with your family is fine too!

P/s: even genting is fine, ANYWHERE, as long as im with you…

HI!

Hi everyone! I suddenly remembered my blog again thanks to nana. I guess I should blog more often to improve my command of English since it really sucks. Just went to TGIF at Hereen with TP clique for a farewell dinner with Zah, OH MY! Evelyn came too! of course with shocking news since i dont really slack her or anyone now. Hdb flat together with your loved one, congrats! I wish everything goes well for you. Zah is also leaving for UK next monday, what to do? everyone is moving on with their lives, what should i do? How should i pursue my dreams to be a vet? Cant i just be a pet sitter? just taking care of my pets. So the plans for now will be just me, my babies and my baby. Just slacking or finding some part time jobs until i confirm end of world isn’t going to happen. Haha! how mean of me!! its an excuse but i do pray it doesn’t happen, so i can spend my time in the comfort of love.

I’m currently in my third year and graduating soon, with reports and poster to finish up! and the deadline? MONDAY. Damn sian please. I wonder if i still can find the motivation to be in this field. anw anw anw, actually im rather easygoing with jobs, as long as its not boring and I am not doing it alone, its fine!!

To Baby:

HI LOVE! i updated my blog as you can see, hehe! You said i didnt update it at all~ and suddenly had the urge to see! And I really did update it! hahaha! Your 21st just passed and I really hope you enjoyed it to the max. I cant give you much but all i can give you is my heart and thoughts. I bet thats enough for you. All these while you showered me with plenty of love, care, concern and everything i need and want. Thank you for everything. I am grateful for all your givings and I hope to give you enough. I love you baby~ Valentines day is coming! and im sooooo busy with my work. Sorry!! We just spend our time together and thats all i need <3 I’m not someone who can put my thoughts into words, and i hope you understand me. <3 I love you, always.

People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside them. Everything may sound so good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep.

Long awaited post!

wow, This is like the unknown post because no one will ever expect me to post in this wordpress. Since MARCH?!?! wow 8 months without touching this. I guess I was really bored of blogging. Sip ohhhh Sip! Life is great in my Sip area, I think it really depends on your luck with the placing u get for SIP? my place is reallllly nice, colleagues are nice and cheerful everyday, free drinks include milo, mocha,japanese green tea and many more! what a interesting place to be! Even my boss is nice, he buys goodies and snacks for us every meeting! yayyyyyy!! Even the time taken for travelling is cool, 19 mins in MRT and 10 mins walk! Even if im late its fine, if i leave early its fine! SO AWESOME!

Baby already got into army and spend less time with me. But every single time spent together are all quality time. Nothing can describe my love and all my feelings in this relationship. I really truly believe this will last. I’m blessed to be with you, Love. I will be here to support your decision and be your pillar of support. I love you

GENTING!

guess what? Im back from gentinggggggg~ the trip there was awesome! with my beloved of course! sooo~ everything is worth writing down.

Took a 1030pm bus from golden mile complex to genting from five star tours - the place is sooo scary, filled with random people that scares me. Maybe by the thought of my first trip out without my relatives. Waited until 11pm for the bus to leave and head for… TUAS CHECKPOINT!

Reached Tuas checkpoint at around 1130pm- it must be REALLLY long since i left for malaysia because now the checkpoint is just so fast and easy. Just scan then can go in alr. AUTO ONE.

The journey to Genting- In the double decker bus, we were seated riiiiiight in front. COOL NOTSSSS? get to see the scary empty dark streets of malaysia. The seats are cool, with the chair that can tilt down, tv with movies and games and the aircon… ITS JUST AWESOME! so cold~ I love it! though the streets really very scary. The bus just keep going straight one~

At the first stopover around 1plus am - the place was really kinda empty. went to buy bubble yum! woots! so long never eat that!

Watched… Hong gil dong show like for 30 minutes, then i was tired and fell asleep!

U know, all along i thought genting is really right on top the mountains and u have to go round and round the mountain to reach. NOW I KNOW. it is not~ hahaha! must be those kiddy cartoons or sth.

Reached genting around 430am! SO FAST U KNOW. the last time i went took around 6 hours? Thinking the bus was cold enough. and thought the outsides wont be that cold. I WAS WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. It was damn freaking cold! I totally lilke cant even control my jawwwws. It went Clank clank clank. That was the sound of my teeth la. Cant even move properly. AND WHY? cos i was wearing shorts and slippers~

Need to wait until like 1030am for our rooms~ we slept for a while and check it outtttt. Our rooms can only check in at 3Plus pm. Omggggggggggggg. anyway, im really like amazed by alot of things like a retard. everyday i ate like fastfood and 4 times a day. MARYBROWN IS NICEE. and the KFC there sells this chicken rice for only 12.90rm!

Literally slacked everyday there and i think i only complained hot once or twice. :X Played pooool, watched a 130am World invasion movie, shop, visit ripley’s believe it or not museum.
OKAY. Im tired. Not gonna continue the story here, MAYBE ANOTHER TIME. CIAOS~

It is just the time spent there with u baby, 3 whole day with u, and not even a single time away, other than when u are in th toilet. I miss u~ and really i just wanna go somewhere with u.

19!

WWEEE! Have u seen this fat blob yet? Its name is Maru! ITS SUPER DUPER CUTE! So fat. Lol~

Mittens and Socks ventured out of the house today~ so nice to see them being so curious and cautious about what they are doing. They are growing sooooo huge~ like a fat balloon! of course not as fat as that one up there!

Im 19 alr! SUPER THANKS TO BABY AND HIS JIEJIE FOR THE POLARIOD CAMERA! MY WISH COME TRUE!

AND THE GIRLS FOR SONY MP3! I lost mine and they got me 1! awwww~

WEEE~ Got money, mp3 and polariod! Also~ i need to start saving money for tripssssss! yayness! cant wait for the trip with dearest!

Also, Eunice tracy joanne yiwei and I are going thru this Superwoman challenge! Hahaha! so interesting, i hope i can find the motivation to keep fit!